Nobody knows me. I allow people to know as much about me as I want/mind them to. There’s not one person that I can name that knows anything about me.
I’m a quiet person, and I usually keep to myself, but when I do find myself amongst others, I prefer to listen. I’ve always been a listener. Unconsciously, I study people and their behaviors, which is something I’ve done since I was a kid. With all these years of watching and studying people, I’ve grown tired of them. I either don’t like them, or I know they won’t understand me, so naturally, I don’t trust anyone.
I’ve probably become a slightly mean person. I was such a nice kid, and would do for others before myself. I treated others how I wanted to be treated because I truly believed that was how things was supposed to be. But eventually, I grew tired of ignoring the fact that no one else seemed to treat me with such respect or was as considerate of me as I was for them. People are so ignorant, and have no ability to see things from someone else’s point of view.
People are so full of themselves.
S/N: You shouldn’t have to teach people to respect you.
I’m trying to cut down on the complaining because I know that I’ll eventually contradict myself. I just wish that others would have their own self-awakening.
Tired of hearing others complain, and tired of complaining. I mean, sure, it’s fine to rant and let off steam every once in a while, but lets not pretend that you haven’t done, or won’t do half the things you complain about others doing.
I just wish people would shut the fuck up sometimes. :|